hello tumblr is been sometime but idk it feel like i can only tell u how i feel bec i know that u wont ask me y i feel the way i do and i uselly make a story how i feel but not this time im just going to come out and say it…well here it goes
well i been feel derspect for alittle bit know bec i been getting tired of everyone and the shit and well everyone has a sad story in the life and well just go to move on live r lifes and not let slow u and hold u down from liveng ur live and love the ppl that love you…o but the only i havent getting tired of it my gf though but also her family has been fight and it feel like it ripping there family apart and that sux bec that my secound family and hard to watch but i have to i cant do nothing and also my gf has been getting better about her like her body more and well then her and her mom talk and think about the past and well know it holding me and her relaiship at a still for a sec put back some and idk it feels like it pulled us apart alittle but ill try o fix that…what dont kill only makes u stronger…but like what i was say and idk i told her something today that noone else know and it make feel odd about myself know like i mean really odd i never felt about my self like these and i feel like i should go to a hole and die in it but i ant im not going to let it change me and let it come bewteen us and also i know that she going to read us and i hope that i dont hurt her feeling about this and iloveyouhone i just have to get these off my chest i guess u can say well back where i was…she also try to help me feel better and happy but she dont how i feel or coming from bec like i alway been told that i ant good enuff so that in my head and so when she does something it make feel like im not good enuff and i know it not her fult it just in my head and going to be hard to get over and that y i want her to tell how she feels and stuff bec it make feel like i am good enuff for to come to me to talk and also she the only person in the world i can go to and talk i have NO ONE else that i can and that make me alittle sad also bec i cant even go to my mom or dad about my stuff bec my family ant like that and it kool that my gf and her family can and i can go to her mom about something but not alot and that sux but ok also bec i ant use to talking about feeling and stuff and i groud use to it just seem to the best way to get over thing bec hoply evethingr well disapper and it does some times……well this enuff for the nite i may do another one of these in a day or 2 so i wont get to deprest and dont back to cutting bec i know that dont help nothing well sweet dreams tumblr nd gf iloveyou <33
You were a dream…
A dream that filled my thoughts
and my loneliest nights.
You were the dream I held on to,
the dream my heart longed to one day have.
You were the dream that made me smile…
an escape from my reality,
a fantasy I longed to one day come true.
Once only my dream, my escape, my fantasy,
came true the day when I first saw you.
My dream that used to be
is now my reality.
A fantasy waiting for its happy ending
is now a fairytale come true.
Once my only escape…
is now the comfort that I live for.
Together we have been through the heartaches…
the pain of walking away or being left behind.
Every new road we had to take
because of the choices we had to make,
only paved the road
that brought us closer to one another.
Life may not be easy,
with all the burdens and drama
that life hands to us,
but when you find someone
to share your life with,
no drama is hard to handle…
no burden is hard to bare.
When you have someone…
the one that you’ve dreamed of…
then your life becomes the escape you both take
to get away from the reality that surrounds.
I know because…
I found the love…
my lifetime partner
my soul mate
in YOU!
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well i cant even eat know bec she filled me up with so many buterflies<33….god what has these girl done to me…i have never felt like these before and i love these feeling and at least she doesnt know that she me wrapt around her fring bec she does i would drop everything if she need me to and she says that she is lucky but truthly im the lucky one here bec i wouldnt have now what to do with me life and know i do and it living for her and i cant stand it that she doesnt know what she has done to me…she think i would move on if she ever left but she wrong i would think about her evern more then know and idk i just cant get enuff of her i miss her evern before she step one foot out of the door….aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh idk but i do know that i love these girl and i always will 11/21/10
